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Coming Out of the Medicine Cabinet

Coming Out of the Medicine Cabinet by Cindy Hively | #AspireMag

How are you enjoying the end of Spring? I am looking forward to Summer Solstice. I am a Summer Solstice Baby. Yes, I am born during this transition from the softness of Spring to the heat of Summer. I celebrate my birthday the entire month of June. I feel so grateful to wake up each morning to the dew on my roses and beauty of stretches and yawns from nature.

I also usually wake up very stiff and in pain from chronic illness. I don’t usually talk about my Lupus and other health challenges very much but in the last two months the messages and emails keep pouring in and I feel a Spiritual nudge to come out of the medicine cabinet. June is not just my birth month but it is also when I do all my wellness checkups and make sure I am up to date with my doctors and medical to dos.

I will admit this Spring has greeted me with health challenges but even in the midst of it all I am so grateful I have tools and practices to still allow me to thrive. We just went through a New Moon Lunar Phase where I set my intentions and wishes for the month. My intentions are usually for me personally but I couldn’t shake my intuitive nature that I needed to share more about healing to my community. My blog this week will reflect just that.

Healing comes in many shapes and sizes, silently and loudly. There is not one of us that is immune to illness or life difficulty. Actually it creates balance. It is a gift to appreciate the goodness of life.

Self-Improvement has become mainstream. In the last seven years, since I have been diagnosed with Fibro and Lupus, I’ve noticed that the category of “Self-Improvement” has been showing up lately when it was never there before. To me, this is very good news.

But what does it really mean to “Self-Improve?” What are we really improving when we self-improve? And what “self” are we improving? These are…questions that you can ask of yourself whether you are facing health challenges or difficulties that life throws right at you.

We each have two “selves” – our wounded self and our core Self. Our core Self is our true self, our natural soul self – our essence. Our core Self is our passion, our joy, our gifts and talents, our ability to love, our creativity. We come into this life as our core Self, and when this Self is loved and valued by our parents, we continue to naturally grow our God-given gifts and talents and manifest the fullness of our beings. This Self wants to improve by learning the skills necessary to fully express itself.

But when this Self is not seen and valued in the way we needed, we create an alternative self, a self we hope will have control over getting the love we need and avoiding the pain we can’t handle – a self to help us feel safe. This is our false self, our wounded self, our ego self. This self is filled with the false beliefs that we absorbed as we were growing up – beliefs that end up limiting our true, core Self. This self does not needs improving – it needs healing.

The term “self-improvement” can sometimes be a bit misleading, because we do not want to improve our wounded self. We do not want to improve on the ways we lie, manipulate, and avoid in our attempts to have control over getting love and avoiding pain. We don’t want to improve on our many addictions to substance and processes. We don’t want to improve on our anger, our compliance, our withdrawal and our resistance. We want to heal it. Healing and improving are not the same thing. This is where the big AHA moment comes in.

We can certainly self-improve when it comes to skills. We can improve in our roles, in art, music, writing, cooking. We can improve our health and wellbeing by improving our diet and exercise program. We can improve in the knowledge we need to be more successful regarding work and money. We might be able to improve our relationships by learning new communication skills. But what if acquiring new knowledge and skills does not improve our health, or our ability to earn money, or our relationships? And what if learning new skills does not bring us more joy and inner peace? Here comes the MAGIC…

It may mean that we need to heal the underlying fears and false beliefs that cause us to be anxious, depressed, stressed, guilt-ridden, shamed, withdrawn, angry, blaming, or sad. Actually, there is no may to it. It does mean we have inner underlying healing to do. Which is truly a gift in healing in and of itself.

Sometimes Self Improvement just means practicing a skill, and others times it means that we need to participate in a deep healing process. For example, many people try to improve their health by losing weight and exercising. But if their food addictions are covering over unhealed pain, they might not be able to just change their diet. They might need to open to a healing process, such as Inner Bonding, in order to eventually improve.

If you are really trying to self-improve but find yourself stuck and unable to progress, or find that you have no joy or inner peace, you might want to open to the possibility that unhealed pain and beliefs are blocking your progress and causing your pain. It is easy to improve yourself when there is nothing blocking the way. But if you have old false beliefs about your adequacy and worth, these beliefs may be blocking your ability to take loving action in your own behalf. All your efforts to self-improve will not bring you the satisfaction you are seeking if you have beliefs that are keeping you limited in fully expressing your true, core Self. If you are stuck, then you need to seek out a healing process that will move you out of the fears and beliefs that limit you. Healing these fears and limiting beliefs will open the door to improving your life in all ways!

I personally continue to go and grow through this process when health and life difficulties come up. And… Things will always come up, it is part of life school. What matters the most is… are we prepared for what comes up and do we have the tools to thrive instead of becoming victim. It is time for women to step into their beautiful Divine Feminine Being and put their self-first, their health first, their bodies first and all of life they enjoy first. Health issues and life difficulties are my passion. I have helped hundreds of women change and create their life to where they are not held back by illness or anything else.

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About the author 

Cindy Hively

Cindy Hively is an internationally acclaimed Intuitive Healing Coach, Priestess, Goddess Creatrix of In Her Fullness and a #1 bestselling author.

Her empowered clients refer to her work as “transformational,” as she uncovers the root cause to their emotional pain and illness and supports them in clearing the causes.



Cindy believes that disease is caused by unhealthy experiences, trauma and social programming. She helps women return the conscious and subconscious mind to wholeness and release unhelpful habits and beliefs, allowing women to pursue all their hopes and dreams by living a spiritual and healthy lifestyle. Cindy lives in the beautiful Blue Ridge Mountains with her husband and is a glowing grandmother to two little ones.

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